Book Review: Hudson Taylor: Deep in the Heart of China

During our book study of The Making of a Leader with my Bible Study leader last year, I’ve learned that reading Christian literature, especially about the life of great Christian missionaries, can be one of the ways to help us grow and mature in our spiritual life. Though I’ve already read a lot of Christian books back then, I know that I haven’t tried reading any biography book. Since then, I’ve made a resolve to make it my goal to read the Biography of a famous Christian missionary at least once in my life. So when I saw a copy of this book during the OFM Literature Bulk Sale, I decided to buy it and promised to read it and learn about the life of Hudson Taylor. I don’t know who Hudson Taylor was back then but I bought it anyway. Now that I finally managed to learn about Hudson Taylor’s life, I can say that reading his biography is really worth my time. Besides, reading this book is really timely for me, now that I’m learning to recall and pursue the vision that God has put in heart and make it become a reality.

Hudson Taylor was a British Protestant Christian missionary to China and founder of the China Inland Mission (CIM, now OMF International).  He was born on 21 May 1832 in Barnsley, Yorkshire, England. The Story begins with the scene in Hudson’s first visit to China. Then it was followed by the chronological account of Hudson’s life from his childhood, then to the time he committed his life to Christ and accepted the calling of going to China as a missionary, up to the time of reaping the fruit of his mission and finally, his death.

Hudson was born into a Christian family but he didn’t become a Christian until he was 17. His salvation story was a product of faithful prayer of his mother and his sister. One afternoon, when he was particularly feeling bored, he decided to pick up a religious booklet from their bookshelf and tried to read it to keep himself busy. He knew that the booklet he was reading has a Gospel message at the end of the story so he promised to himself that he will only read the first part. Little did he know that during the same time he was reading the booklet, her mother was fervently praying for him,asking God to make his son become a Christian. After several hours of praying, peace came over her and she knew that God answered her prayer. On that same moment, Hudson became so engrossed with the booklet he was reading that he couldn’t seem to get a certain phrase out of his mind. He thought about the phrase “the finished work of Christ” at great length. Then he finally concluded that if it was already a finished work, then there was nothing he could do but to accept that finished work. So at that very moment, he finally invited Jesus Christ to come into his life. From then on, Hudson became a changed person and he became devoted to God. Then one day, as he continued to pray and read his Bible, he received from God the one single word that would become the focal point of every major decision he would make for the rest of his life – China. 

Hudson knew that God wants him to become a missionary in China so from then on, his life began to focus on China. Every decision and every activity became valuable only if it will make him move closer to his goal. When he was able to finally realize his goal and set his foot in China, he learned that following God and carrying out his mission is not easy. But then he persevered and established the China Inland Mission (CIM) because he knew there were millions of people in China who needed to hear the message of Jesus Christ. Up to his last breath, Hudson served the Lord by reaching out to thousands of Chinese people in inland China in order for them to hear the Gospel of Christ.

As I’ve said earlier, reading Hudson Taylor’s life is truly a timely blessing for me. Hudson Taylor is a perfect example of a single-minded man who was wholeheartedly devoted to God and very committed to the Great Commission. Because of Hudson’s obedience, God blessed and established his ministry, and it continues to grow up to this very day. What I really admire about Hudson is his amazing faith and trust in God and his commitment to prayer. Because of him, I am now more inspired to become more faithful in prayer and be more fervent in praying for people who I want to get saved.

These are some of lessons I learned from Hudson’s life:

a. Never underestimate the power of prayer. The prayers of Hudson’s mother and sister, Amelia, became instrumental to his conversion. I will now make that commitment to pray for my lost friends and loved ones because God gladly wants to answer that prayer.

b. Persecutions and criticisms are always part of the journey but don’t let them discourage you in pursuing the vision that God has given to you. Hudson met a lot of bashers and critics along the way but he didn’t let them distract him from the work that God has entrusted to him. He knew where the orders are coming from so he knew who to trust and to whom he should listen to.

c. When  you make that commitment to follow Christ, expect that you will be moving all the time. In all of Hudson’s 7 decades of stay here on earth, I’ve noticed that he didn’t stay in a single place for a long time. He was constantly moving, depending on the leading of the Holy Spirit. So if we want to follow the same journey as Hudson, expect a series of God’s planting and uprooting from one place to another in  your life.

Yeah, I cried at the end of Hudson’s life. Not because I’m sad but because I’m filled with joy with the knowledge that he was able to finish the race well. Today, the church he had established has grown so much and continues to expand to reach more people to Christ.

{Write31Days} Day4: Proverbs 4

Key Verse

Wisdom is supreme; therefore get wisdom. Though it cost all you have, get understanding. (Proverbs 4:7)

My old NIV bible says the title of this  chapter is ‘Wisdom is Supreme’. Now I’m wondering, why is wisdom supreme?

According to Mr. Webster, wisdom is defined as:
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while supreme is:
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So this passage tells that we should get wisdom at all cost because it is the highest among the gifts that God can possibly give on earth.

But what is true wisdom that comes from God? The Bible has also made it clear what true wisdom is:

But the wisdom that comes from heaven is first of all pure; then peace-loving, considerate, submissive, full of mercy and good fruit, impartial and sincere. (James 3:17)

Therefore, wisdom is supreme because it bears good fruit. It also brings good life to those who posses it.

{Write31Days} Day 3: Proverbs 3

Key Verse:

Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding;   in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight. (Proverbs 3:5)

Proverbs 3 is one of Bible passages that I meditated on earlier this year. This is also the passage that was shared to us by our Bible study leader to serve as our marker on how we should go about the year of 2015. Reading this passage again reminds of the following truth about God and His law:
    ¤ Obeying God’s command brings long life and prosperity (v.1-2)
    ¤ Love and faithfulness brings favor both in the sight of God and men. (v. 3-4)
    ¤ The secret to stress-free life is submission to God’s will (v.5)
    ¤ The secret to good health is the fear of the Lord and the avoidance of evil at all cost. (v.7-8)
    ¤ Giving more to the Lord brings more wealth (9-10)
    ¤ The Lord disciplines those He loves. (v. 11-12)
    ¤ The Lord’s favor always fall on the righteous. (v 31-35)

{Write31days} Day 2: Proverbs 2

Key Verse

For the Lord gives wisdom; from his mouth come knowledge and understanding. (Proverbs 2:6)

Proverbs 2 talks about the moral benefits of wisdom. I’ve always known that wisdom is essential in my Christian life. I need wisdom in handling my time and finances efficiently and effectively. I need it in doing difficult tasks at work. And I know that if I really want to have it, I need to pray and ask for it, as what King Solomon has done when God asked him the gift he wanted to receive. And as what God has promised in James 1:5, ‘If any of you lacks wisdom, you should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to you.’

What I didn’t realize before is that the benefit of wisdom is more than the examples I’ve mentioned  above. Based on this passage, there are four moral benefits of wisdom:
  a. Understanding of the fear of the Lord;
  b. Understanding of what is right and just and fair which will lead to every good path;
  c. Salvation from the ways of the wicked men;
  d. Salvation from the adulteress.

{Write31Days} Day 1: Proverbs 1

Key Verse:

The fear of the Lord is the beginning of knowledge, but fools despise wisdom and instruction. (Proverbs 1:7)

Today’s passage reminds me of my conversation with my officemates over lunch this afternoon. I was sort of complaining to them how disappointed I am with people who have doctorate degrees yet seemingly look ignorant because the answers they offer to simple questions are often technical and complicated. I was actually referring to people who always tend to follow the scientific method and use sophisticated mathematical equations in order to come up with concrete solutions to this country’s problem when all we need is just really take the first step to make an action.

Going back to my main point, I realized that human knowledge can be very frustrating most of the time especially if it’s not translated into action and become wisdom.

This truth also applies to our life.

When life seems to fall apart, we tend to fix it by offering several complicated solutions. Proverbs 1 reminds me of the truth that the answer to life’s problems is simple:
Fear God, the author of all knowledge and wisdom. Everything starts from there.
Once we make that first simple step, He will give us the knowledge we need to enable us to navigate life with ease as promised in verse 33:

But whoever listens to me will live in safety and be at ease, without fear of harm.

Many are the plans in the man’s heart but it is the Lord’s purpose that prevails

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Something interesting happened to me this week.

Last Monday, I was walking on my way to our office when I suddenly thought about asking God whether I should start praying for a new work again. Surprisingly, the answer immediately came to me in the afternoon when a former officemate of mine sent me an email about the job opening in their office. I didn’t pay attention to her email at first but when I finally managed to browse through it, I thought that applying for the position is really worth a try. So I asked my friend my basic considerations in looking for a new job: Is it conducive for my personal ministry (i.e. 8-5pm working hours) and is the compensation higher than my present salary?

Since the answer to both questions is yes, I started to feel excited and thought that maybe God really wants me to get that job. Anyway, if it’s not really His will for me to leave my current job, He will surely block it off.

But because I learned earlier in my Christian life that making big decisions such as choosing a career really need careful consideration and consultation with God through prayer and seeking for godly counsel, I decided to consult with my bible study leader first. I told God that if my leader says yes, I will definitely go for it. However, my BS Leader’s response was far from what I expected. Actually, what she said was the counsel that I don’t really want to hear. She told me to ask for God’s Word. God knows how I don’t really want to ask His word because I’m afraid He will not give me the answer I need just in time. I’m running on a tight deadline here so I don’t think I have the luxury of time to wait for His answer.
But since God knows my heart, I know deep inside that waiting for His word is not my real issue. He knows that I really want to get that job so getting a NO from Him is not an option.

So during my quiet time the following day, I prayed and asked God for His guidance. I said, ‘Lord, you know my heart. You know that I really want to get this job, and I will not even pretend that it’s ok for me if I will not get it. And I don’t want to ask for your word because I don’t know if I will be able to handle your no. But since I want to know and do your will, tell me where you want me to go.”

I praise the Lord because I got my answer right there and then. I was meditating on Ezekiel 44 that day and the Word that has really spoken to me is this:

The Lord said to me, “This gate is to remain shut. It must not be opened; no one may enter through it. It is to remain shut because the Lord , the God of Israel, has entered through it.” (Ezekiel 44:2)

So God’s answer was a big NO. But contrary to what I originally thought, His no didn’t really hurt that much. Actually, I was really fine with it and my excitement had died down just like that. So when I told my leader about God’s answer to me yesterday during our Bible study, we were both blessed at how God amazingly worked for both of us. And I’m sure I got God’s answer correctly because He confirmed it through the message during the worship service this morning.

Praise the Lord for His guidance!

Counting My Blessings

Last week, I felt a little uneasy when reality finally hit me that we are now again in the last quarter of the year. I started recalling all the goals I’ve set during the earlier part of the year and I realized that I still haven’t accomplished anything this year. I’m about to feel frustrated and disappointed again when God reminded me this:

“my child, have you not already  received what you have been asking for this year?! Did I not answer your prayer for the salvation of your parents and your desire to bear fruit this year?” 

So I’ve changed the course of my thinking again and focused on the blessing, instead. I realized that the reason why I feel frustrated and disappointed all the time is because I always measure my success based on what I have done and not on how God has been gracious and faithful to me. I always forget that it’s not about ME. It’s all about God and how He displays His  glory through me. It’s all about Christ forming in me so God will do whatever it takes for me to learn and embrace this truth. And because He loves me so much, He will do everything to spare me from the further consequences of pride by humbling me and teaching me to put my trust completely in Him.

So looking back to what happened for the past 9 months, I realized that God has really been good to me indeed. I can’t imagine what might have actually happened if I don’t have Him in my life. My heart would have become so hardened and full of bitterness if God has not been with me through the journey. Now that I think the storm has passed (I just really hope so :D), I am amazed at what the Lord has done to me. I know that something has changed within me. I am surprised that I’m more consistent now in obeying Him as compared before. And I know that this is not of my own doing. God’s promise in 1 Peter 5:10  is true after all: The God of all grace, who called us to His eternal glory in Christ, after we have suffered a little while, He Himself will restore to make us strong, firm and steadfast. 

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So now I can say that greater things are yet to come in the remaining months of the year, for sure. Praise the Lord, indeed!

Book Review: Breaking the Idols of Your Heart: How to Navigate the Temptations of Life (Dan B. Allender, Tremper Longman III)

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Title: Breaking the Idols of Your Heart: How to Navigate the Temptations of Life
Author: Dan B. Allender, Tremper Longman III
Date Read: August 24 to 30, 2015
Rating: ★★★
Summary
We all want to know our lives matter. So did the Teacher in Ecclesiastes. He invested time and energy in every activity he could think of that might bring meaning and purpose to his life but found only disappointment, frustration, hopelessness. In our thirst for significance we, like the Teacher, give our lives–our time, talents, strength, heart–to anything we think will give us worth and purpose: Power. Relationships. Money. Pleasure. Work. But worshiping these idols has a high cost–and still doesn’t bring the fulfillment we long for. In Breaking the Idols of Your Heart Dan Allender and Tremper Longman illuminate for us the Teacher’s warnings and, after all his activities, his final radiant conclusion: Meaning and purpose come only when God is truly the center of our life and the object of our hope. Using a compelling fictional narrative at the start of each chapter to encourage reflection on our own life and the lives of family and friends, the authors lead us through Ecclesiastes to help us recognize and exchange cheap pursuits for the only One worth pursuing. Ecclesiastes is not an easy book to read, because transferring our worship from money, power and fame to God is not an easy road to travel. But as the Teacher discovered and wrote down for us, it leads to one conclusion: life lived abundantly, in freedom, hope, purpose, meaning.
My thoughts: 

The Book of Ecclesiastes is one of my favorite books in the Bible. It’s one of the books that I’ve meditated on for my Quiet Time last year and if I were to summarize the message of the entire book, it’s “Life is meaningless without God”. I may sound a broken record here but my experience with God tells me that there is no other way to live a satisfying and fulfilled life but to live for Christ. But my own journey  also tells me that living this life for Christ is far from easy. Along the way, God will allow us to experience a lot of trials and sufferings, including disappointments and frustrations here and there, to test us and purify our faith and motives for serving Him. And sometimes, because of my own stubbornness and pride, I refuse to allow God to help me get through these trials and sufferings and choose to trust on my own abilities and effort instead. And sometimes, because of my stubbornness, I choose to compromise and disobey God. It is because of these compromises and disobedience that my heart becomes hardened and callous that I became too insensitive to God’s warning and calling to keep away from the road to destruction.

It is because of this reason that I decided to buy and read this book. I realized that my heart is starting to get hardened because of the idols that I have set up in my heart. It was so hard that I need to ask God to break it for me so that I will be able to get out from the trap of idolatry. The title has really got my attention and I thought that it is the book that I needed to read at the moment. I want to understand or know what idols of the heart that I need to avoid or destroy as early as possible.

I’m glad that the author has discussed these different idols in the context of the book of Ecclesiastes. The book has been helpful in providing me a deeper insight and new perspective on the message of the Teacher in Ecclesiastes that ‘everything is meaningless and chasing after the wind under the sun’:

  • control will always slip out of grasp
  • relationships will always disappoint
  • work will leave us frustrated
  • pleasure is always fleeting
  • wisdom is never an  adequate guide
  • spirituality usually gives in to legalism
  • life ends in decay and death

The above-mentioned reality of life in this world can be frustrating but the book also offers an alternative perspective – that is to view life through above-the-sun perspective. In order to have an above-the-sun perspective, we need to submit our will and desire to God and allow Him to accomplish His pleasing and perfect will for us. We need to renounce these former idols and allow Christ to redeem our hearts. With this perspective, all aspects of our earthly life will have a new and everlasting significance;

  • control leads to surrender to God’s will
  • relationships lead to trust in God’s love
  • work leads to laboring for God’s kingdom
  • pleasure leads to a hunger for Christ’s coming
  • wisdom leads to a humble curiosity to know God
  • spirituality leads to embracing God’s wild heart
  • life leads to a joyous celebration of death and resurrection.

This book is indeed helpful for those who want to understand and know how to protect their hearts from the danger of chasing the things offered by this world.

Favorite Quotes

It’s the paradox of the Gospel: Strength is found in weakness, control is found in dependency, power is found in surrender. 

Above the sun,  we find wisdom in the Word – and the Word is first of all a person, Jesus Christ. Wisdom, in other words, is a relationship.

The trouble is, for many people, religion becomes a way for people to cope with life without actually knowing God.

So this is my blogging history according to my old blog…

I know I already mentioned before that this blog is not my first but my third blog already. The first blog I made was entitled Ideaelectra (a very corny and not-so-creative title, really). Because I was really too shy and embarassed to reveal my real identity back then, I consider it as an anonymous blog.

I tried to retrieve my old posts and transfer it here and this is what I’ve found:

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My first ever blog post

This post was entitled A New Diversion written on July 5, 2015 and it was written in Filipino. Imagine that, I’ve been blogging for five years already! The reason why I decided to make a blog back then may still be true today but now, I’m sure that I made this blog for a higher purpose: to glorify God by sharing to the world what He has done for me. I also meant this blog as one of my platform to minister to others, so that by all possible means, I might save some.

Finding my old blog post made me realize that it’s really good to be reminded of why I am doing these things, sometimes. 😀

Train Yourself to be Godly

Last thursday, when I was on my way to meet my bible study leader for our regular bible study, a random thought suddenly came into my mind.

I don’t know what triggered that thought but while I was inside the MRT, I suddenly blurted out to God (only in my mind, of course!) that if faith through my personal relationship with Christ  is the only thing that matters, then why do I need to keep doing all the things that He wants me to do (i.e. sharing the gospel, doing my quiet time, attending worship service, serving and loving others)?
God answered me in an instant when He impressed to me these words: practice spiritual discipline for the purpose of godliness.

As if God really wants this point to become very clear to me, the main text for our bible study that night was surprisingly 1 Timothy 4. I know God has spoken to me directly through these following verses:

Have nothing to do with godless myths and old wives’ tales; rather, train yourself to be godly. For physical training is of some value, but godliness has value for all things, holding promise for both the present life and the life to come. Be diligent in these matters; give yourself wholly to them, so that everyone may see your progress. Watch your life and doctrine closely. Persevere in them, because if you do, you will save both yourself and your hearers. (v.7-8, 15;16)

Though I’ve already read this before, and I’ve learned that godliness has both present and eternal value, it was only this time that I realized that the eternal value of godliness is far more important. It was also only this time that I learned that the practice of spiritual discipline for the purpose of godliness has benefits not only to me but also to the people around me who are watching how I walk closely with God. Therefore, I need to pursue godliness more and more because my life could be the only means that God will use to save other people.

Then yesterday, while I was walking on my way to our office meditating on these new insights that God has revealed to me, I was reminded of the truth about eternal life I learned last year. My life here on earth is just a training ground
for my life in heaven. This life is just a preparation of my life in eternity so to prepare for eternity is to start practicing spiritual discipline now. As what I’ve learned from the author of the book I’ve read last year, worship is the main business in heaven. If I will not learn how to enjoy a life of worship here on earth now, then heaven will be a very boring place for me.

So starting today, I’m renewing my commitment to train myself to be godly. Please pray for me too that I will be able to appropriate God’s grace as I fulfill this commitment.