To Love the Lord our God is the Heartbeat of our Mission

I had an interesting conversation with God this morning.

I was praying to God during my quiet time today about my love for Him because I’m still having a hard time to digest and absorb the message I heard last Sunday. I realized that the reason why I feel burdened by the challenge I am facing in my personal ministry, particularly the daily evangelism, is because I’m not doing this out of love and out of obedience to God. I confessed to God this mistake and I prayed that God would fill me with His love so that it will be easy for me to love Him. Then I was reminded of that prayer this morning and I asked Him again to remind me always how much He loves me. To my surprise, as I was praying, God impressed to me that the only way I can always be reminded of His great love for me is by sharing the Gospel. And I realized He’s right. The Gospel is a love story between God and mankind. It is a story of how Jesus showed His love to man by giving His own life for the forgiveness of our sin. By sharing the Gospel, I testify to other people how that great love story became true to my life. So by sharing the Gospel to other people, I am somehow retelling to other people how God saved me from my own sinfulness so now it’s my turn to share to other people the great blessings I received when I heard that message.

Praise God that He has helped me settle this burden in my heart. I am now encouraged to share the Gospel all the more. 

An Encouragement in this time of Grief and Trouble

2 Thessalonians 2 (NLT)

Events Prior to the Lord’s Second Coming
Now, dear brothers and sisters, let us clarify some things about the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ and how we will be gathered to meet him. Don’t be so easily shaken or alarmed by those who say that the day of the Lord has already begun. Don’t believe them, even if they claim to have had a spiritual vision, a revelation, or a letter supposedly from us. Don’t be fooled by what they say. For that day will not come until there is a great rebellion against God and the man of lawlessness is revealed—the one who brings destruction. He will exalt himself and defy everything that people call god and every object of worship. He will even sit in the temple of God, claiming that he himself is God. Don’t you remember that I told you about all this when I was with you? And you know what is holding him back, for he can be revealed only when his time comes. For this lawlessness is already at work secretly, and it will remain secret until the one who is holding it back steps out of the way. Then the man of lawlessness will be revealed, but the Lord Jesus will kill him with the breath of his mouth and destroy him by the splendor of his coming. This man will come to do the work of Satan with counterfeit power and signs and miracles. He will use every kind of evil deception to fool those on their way to destruction, because they refuse to love and accept the truth that would save them. Then they will be condemned for enjoying evil rather than believing the truth.

Believers Should Stand Firm
As for us, we can’t help but thank God for you, dear brothers and sisters loved by the Lord. We are always thankful that God chose you to be among the first to experience salvation—a salvation that came through the Spirit who makes you holy and through your belief in the truth. He called you to salvation when we told you the Good News; now you can share in the glory of our Lord Jesus Christ. With all these things in mind, dear brothers and sisters, stand firm and keep a strong grip on the teaching we passed on to you both in person and by letter. Now may our Lord Jesus Christ himself and God our Father, who loved us and by his grace gave us eternal comfort and a wonderful hope, comfort you and strengthen you in every good thing you do and say.

An Open Letter to All of My Friends

Dear Friend,

Yes, you, if you consider me as one of your friends. I know you’ve noticed that I’ve been silent for a while now and have been rarely visible these past few weeks (and even months). I wish I can say that the reason for this is because I’m really busy. But no, I’m not actually busy.

No, I’m not undergoing a quarter-life crisis or something. And no, I’m not on anti-social mode again or isolating myself from people. And don’t ever think that I’m angry at you or you’ve done anything wrong that’s why I decided not to spend time with you anymore or talk to you anymore (although I must also admit that I’m also learning to let go of some people who are supposed to stay only in my life for a season).

I’ve just decided to streamline my activities to focus more on things that really matter. When I say things that really matter, these are things that are of eternal value. These are things that I believe will have an impact for eternity.

It’s not that you don’t even matter me. You are precious to me, in the same way that God sees you precious in His eyes. It’s just that I’ve decided to free up some of my time to give room for the work that God will give to me in the near future. I need to let go of the good things to make room for the greater things that God has prepared for me. So for me, it means letting go of the good and pleasurable times with my friends.

It really hurts me not to see my friends more often but if this is the only way for us to save both of our lives, then I have to make that hard decision of realigning my priorities. I have to make the decision to put God first above all else in every area of my life, and that includes friendship. So expect that I might decline to most of your invitation for quality time or for doing fun times together. But please do remember that if you need a helping hand, I’m still a text, call or message away. I promise to do my best to make time for you. But if I really can’t make it to be physically present, rest assured that I will still make time to pray for you.

I hope you understand.

Your friend,
Cary

Book Review: Hudson Taylor: Deep in the Heart of China

During our book study of The Making of a Leader with my Bible Study leader last year, I’ve learned that reading Christian literature, especially about the life of great Christian missionaries, can be one of the ways to help us grow and mature in our spiritual life. Though I’ve already read a lot of Christian books back then, I know that I haven’t tried reading any biography book. Since then, I’ve made a resolve to make it my goal to read the Biography of a famous Christian missionary at least once in my life. So when I saw a copy of this book during the OFM Literature Bulk Sale, I decided to buy it and promised to read it and learn about the life of Hudson Taylor. I don’t know who Hudson Taylor was back then but I bought it anyway. Now that I finally managed to learn about Hudson Taylor’s life, I can say that reading his biography is really worth my time. Besides, reading this book is really timely for me, now that I’m learning to recall and pursue the vision that God has put in heart and make it become a reality.

Hudson Taylor was a British Protestant Christian missionary to China and founder of the China Inland Mission (CIM, now OMF International).  He was born on 21 May 1832 in Barnsley, Yorkshire, England. The Story begins with the scene in Hudson’s first visit to China. Then it was followed by the chronological account of Hudson’s life from his childhood, then to the time he committed his life to Christ and accepted the calling of going to China as a missionary, up to the time of reaping the fruit of his mission and finally, his death.

Hudson was born into a Christian family but he didn’t become a Christian until he was 17. His salvation story was a product of faithful prayer of his mother and his sister. One afternoon, when he was particularly feeling bored, he decided to pick up a religious booklet from their bookshelf and tried to read it to keep himself busy. He knew that the booklet he was reading has a Gospel message at the end of the story so he promised to himself that he will only read the first part. Little did he know that during the same time he was reading the booklet, her mother was fervently praying for him,asking God to make his son become a Christian. After several hours of praying, peace came over her and she knew that God answered her prayer. On that same moment, Hudson became so engrossed with the booklet he was reading that he couldn’t seem to get a certain phrase out of his mind. He thought about the phrase “the finished work of Christ” at great length. Then he finally concluded that if it was already a finished work, then there was nothing he could do but to accept that finished work. So at that very moment, he finally invited Jesus Christ to come into his life. From then on, Hudson became a changed person and he became devoted to God. Then one day, as he continued to pray and read his Bible, he received from God the one single word that would become the focal point of every major decision he would make for the rest of his life – China. 

Hudson knew that God wants him to become a missionary in China so from then on, his life began to focus on China. Every decision and every activity became valuable only if it will make him move closer to his goal. When he was able to finally realize his goal and set his foot in China, he learned that following God and carrying out his mission is not easy. But then he persevered and established the China Inland Mission (CIM) because he knew there were millions of people in China who needed to hear the message of Jesus Christ. Up to his last breath, Hudson served the Lord by reaching out to thousands of Chinese people in inland China in order for them to hear the Gospel of Christ.

As I’ve said earlier, reading Hudson Taylor’s life is truly a timely blessing for me. Hudson Taylor is a perfect example of a single-minded man who was wholeheartedly devoted to God and very committed to the Great Commission. Because of Hudson’s obedience, God blessed and established his ministry, and it continues to grow up to this very day. What I really admire about Hudson is his amazing faith and trust in God and his commitment to prayer. Because of him, I am now more inspired to become more faithful in prayer and be more fervent in praying for people who I want to get saved.

These are some of lessons I learned from Hudson’s life:

a. Never underestimate the power of prayer. The prayers of Hudson’s mother and sister, Amelia, became instrumental to his conversion. I will now make that commitment to pray for my lost friends and loved ones because God gladly wants to answer that prayer.

b. Persecutions and criticisms are always part of the journey but don’t let them discourage you in pursuing the vision that God has given to you. Hudson met a lot of bashers and critics along the way but he didn’t let them distract him from the work that God has entrusted to him. He knew where the orders are coming from so he knew who to trust and to whom he should listen to.

c. When  you make that commitment to follow Christ, expect that you will be moving all the time. In all of Hudson’s 7 decades of stay here on earth, I’ve noticed that he didn’t stay in a single place for a long time. He was constantly moving, depending on the leading of the Holy Spirit. So if we want to follow the same journey as Hudson, expect a series of God’s planting and uprooting from one place to another in  your life.

Yeah, I cried at the end of Hudson’s life. Not because I’m sad but because I’m filled with joy with the knowledge that he was able to finish the race well. Today, the church he had established has grown so much and continues to expand to reach more people to Christ.

{Write31Days} Day4: Proverbs 4

Key Verse

Wisdom is supreme; therefore get wisdom. Though it cost all you have, get understanding. (Proverbs 4:7)

My old NIV bible says the title of this  chapter is ‘Wisdom is Supreme’. Now I’m wondering, why is wisdom supreme?

According to Mr. Webster, wisdom is defined as:
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while supreme is:
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So this passage tells that we should get wisdom at all cost because it is the highest among the gifts that God can possibly give on earth.

But what is true wisdom that comes from God? The Bible has also made it clear what true wisdom is:

But the wisdom that comes from heaven is first of all pure; then peace-loving, considerate, submissive, full of mercy and good fruit, impartial and sincere. (James 3:17)

Therefore, wisdom is supreme because it bears good fruit. It also brings good life to those who posses it.

{Write31Days} Day 3: Proverbs 3

Key Verse:

Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding;   in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight. (Proverbs 3:5)

Proverbs 3 is one of Bible passages that I meditated on earlier this year. This is also the passage that was shared to us by our Bible study leader to serve as our marker on how we should go about the year of 2015. Reading this passage again reminds of the following truth about God and His law:
    ¤ Obeying God’s command brings long life and prosperity (v.1-2)
    ¤ Love and faithfulness brings favor both in the sight of God and men. (v. 3-4)
    ¤ The secret to stress-free life is submission to God’s will (v.5)
    ¤ The secret to good health is the fear of the Lord and the avoidance of evil at all cost. (v.7-8)
    ¤ Giving more to the Lord brings more wealth (9-10)
    ¤ The Lord disciplines those He loves. (v. 11-12)
    ¤ The Lord’s favor always fall on the righteous. (v 31-35)

{Write31days} Day 2: Proverbs 2

Key Verse

For the Lord gives wisdom; from his mouth come knowledge and understanding. (Proverbs 2:6)

Proverbs 2 talks about the moral benefits of wisdom. I’ve always known that wisdom is essential in my Christian life. I need wisdom in handling my time and finances efficiently and effectively. I need it in doing difficult tasks at work. And I know that if I really want to have it, I need to pray and ask for it, as what King Solomon has done when God asked him the gift he wanted to receive. And as what God has promised in James 1:5, ‘If any of you lacks wisdom, you should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to you.’

What I didn’t realize before is that the benefit of wisdom is more than the examples I’ve mentioned  above. Based on this passage, there are four moral benefits of wisdom:
  a. Understanding of the fear of the Lord;
  b. Understanding of what is right and just and fair which will lead to every good path;
  c. Salvation from the ways of the wicked men;
  d. Salvation from the adulteress.

{Write31Days} Day 1: Proverbs 1

Key Verse:

The fear of the Lord is the beginning of knowledge, but fools despise wisdom and instruction. (Proverbs 1:7)

Today’s passage reminds me of my conversation with my officemates over lunch this afternoon. I was sort of complaining to them how disappointed I am with people who have doctorate degrees yet seemingly look ignorant because the answers they offer to simple questions are often technical and complicated. I was actually referring to people who always tend to follow the scientific method and use sophisticated mathematical equations in order to come up with concrete solutions to this country’s problem when all we need is just really take the first step to make an action.

Going back to my main point, I realized that human knowledge can be very frustrating most of the time especially if it’s not translated into action and become wisdom.

This truth also applies to our life.

When life seems to fall apart, we tend to fix it by offering several complicated solutions. Proverbs 1 reminds me of the truth that the answer to life’s problems is simple:
Fear God, the author of all knowledge and wisdom. Everything starts from there.
Once we make that first simple step, He will give us the knowledge we need to enable us to navigate life with ease as promised in verse 33:

But whoever listens to me will live in safety and be at ease, without fear of harm.

Many are the plans in the man’s heart but it is the Lord’s purpose that prevails

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Something interesting happened to me this week.

Last Monday, I was walking on my way to our office when I suddenly thought about asking God whether I should start praying for a new work again. Surprisingly, the answer immediately came to me in the afternoon when a former officemate of mine sent me an email about the job opening in their office. I didn’t pay attention to her email at first but when I finally managed to browse through it, I thought that applying for the position is really worth a try. So I asked my friend my basic considerations in looking for a new job: Is it conducive for my personal ministry (i.e. 8-5pm working hours) and is the compensation higher than my present salary?

Since the answer to both questions is yes, I started to feel excited and thought that maybe God really wants me to get that job. Anyway, if it’s not really His will for me to leave my current job, He will surely block it off.

But because I learned earlier in my Christian life that making big decisions such as choosing a career really need careful consideration and consultation with God through prayer and seeking for godly counsel, I decided to consult with my bible study leader first. I told God that if my leader says yes, I will definitely go for it. However, my BS Leader’s response was far from what I expected. Actually, what she said was the counsel that I don’t really want to hear. She told me to ask for God’s Word. God knows how I don’t really want to ask His word because I’m afraid He will not give me the answer I need just in time. I’m running on a tight deadline here so I don’t think I have the luxury of time to wait for His answer.
But since God knows my heart, I know deep inside that waiting for His word is not my real issue. He knows that I really want to get that job so getting a NO from Him is not an option.

So during my quiet time the following day, I prayed and asked God for His guidance. I said, ‘Lord, you know my heart. You know that I really want to get this job, and I will not even pretend that it’s ok for me if I will not get it. And I don’t want to ask for your word because I don’t know if I will be able to handle your no. But since I want to know and do your will, tell me where you want me to go.”

I praise the Lord because I got my answer right there and then. I was meditating on Ezekiel 44 that day and the Word that has really spoken to me is this:

The Lord said to me, “This gate is to remain shut. It must not be opened; no one may enter through it. It is to remain shut because the Lord , the God of Israel, has entered through it.” (Ezekiel 44:2)

So God’s answer was a big NO. But contrary to what I originally thought, His no didn’t really hurt that much. Actually, I was really fine with it and my excitement had died down just like that. So when I told my leader about God’s answer to me yesterday during our Bible study, we were both blessed at how God amazingly worked for both of us. And I’m sure I got God’s answer correctly because He confirmed it through the message during the worship service this morning.

Praise the Lord for His guidance!

Counting My Blessings

Last week, I felt a little uneasy when reality finally hit me that we are now again in the last quarter of the year. I started recalling all the goals I’ve set during the earlier part of the year and I realized that I still haven’t accomplished anything this year. I’m about to feel frustrated and disappointed again when God reminded me this:

“my child, have you not already  received what you have been asking for this year?! Did I not answer your prayer for the salvation of your parents and your desire to bear fruit this year?” 

So I’ve changed the course of my thinking again and focused on the blessing, instead. I realized that the reason why I feel frustrated and disappointed all the time is because I always measure my success based on what I have done and not on how God has been gracious and faithful to me. I always forget that it’s not about ME. It’s all about God and how He displays His  glory through me. It’s all about Christ forming in me so God will do whatever it takes for me to learn and embrace this truth. And because He loves me so much, He will do everything to spare me from the further consequences of pride by humbling me and teaching me to put my trust completely in Him.

So looking back to what happened for the past 9 months, I realized that God has really been good to me indeed. I can’t imagine what might have actually happened if I don’t have Him in my life. My heart would have become so hardened and full of bitterness if God has not been with me through the journey. Now that I think the storm has passed (I just really hope so :D), I am amazed at what the Lord has done to me. I know that something has changed within me. I am surprised that I’m more consistent now in obeying Him as compared before. And I know that this is not of my own doing. God’s promise in 1 Peter 5:10  is true after all: The God of all grace, who called us to His eternal glory in Christ, after we have suffered a little while, He Himself will restore to make us strong, firm and steadfast. 

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So now I can say that greater things are yet to come in the remaining months of the year, for sure. Praise the Lord, indeed!