LOVE / musing

The Current State of My Heart

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Okay, consider this as my post-valentine post.

Before anything else, I’d like to set things straight:
I am not cynical about love and romance. No, I’m far from it. In fact, I’m an advocate of love, of true love, that is. I am also a true blue hopless romantic. But I also believe that everything is beautiful in God’s perfect time so I made this resolve not to chase romance anymore but to wait for God’s perfect plan to take place and chase God all the more, instead. I want to get to know Him deeper, to get more intimate with Him and be used by Him mightily for His kingdom. And I know how it feels to get distracted by someone I’m attracted to, whom I know God has outrightly said NO so I don’t want it to happen again.

Therefore, I’m putting this sign at the door of my heart at the moment: Do Not Disturb! I want to become busy with the King. So please pray for me that God will protect me and spare me from unnecessary distractions.
I’ve always believed that I’m made for romance. But the only person who can give it to me consistently and deeply is Jesus. So it is Jesus I want to love all the more.

Have a nice day!

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