Honestly, I got stucked in this question because I really don’t know how to answer it. Not that I don’t have any fear. It’s just that, I haven’t thought about it for a long time because like what I always say, I am used to living alone and living independently, to the point that I think it has become my comfort zone. And because I know who holds my future, I can honestly and confidently say that I am not scared of becoming a single woman for life.
However, because I also know that I am not perfect and I’m still a human being, who happens to be living in this broken and imperfect world and body, I admit that I do still experience the feeling of doubts and fear from time to time.
Now that I really have to think about it, I really need to be more honest with myself. I think one of my biggest fear as a single person is losing my job and not being able to provide for my family. As the breadwinner of our family, losing my job can have a very big impact not only on myself but also on my parents. So having a stable job and steady source of income has somewhat become my security. And looking at my current financial assets, I am sure that I really can’t afford to lose my job.
I think that’s all I have to say for now. 🙂